It is time to not to make living but to live and nothing really matters as we are here only for a short time so what make us, not to make most of it….not all of us but some of us are not making most of it, some of us including me are just surviving and not living, because of fear of something. Feeling obliged to fulfil expectations, be the responsible and if that is your niche than, that is fine but what if it is not…? At the end we all realize that trying to live our dream, reach for our potential and trying to be who we are is more important than anything else, except of importance to be nice and have some morality as without that there is no compassion, no understanding and most of all no love. When we are truly realizing our mortality and that no one will get away alive from this world and understand that this is the investable truth we realize that our children are the best thing in our life as no money, houses, cars and whole that bling is worth a piece of shit. It is the thing, that by trying to be a nice we are forgetting that this is not supposed to be related to live as such but more towards people and mainly ourselves as only when I’m nice towards myself I could be nice towards others. It is also important to have integrity and do what is right, mainly if no one is watching or understanding as only when we are truly live in line with our core values we can say that we lived, even if sometimes we sacrifice our lives for others , mainly for those who are dear and close to us and therefore we feel as duty to be there for them and support them as long as they needs us and when the time will come, leave them and move on. What is life if not a chance to make every day counted and work on ourselves that we are the best that we can be ! Love what you do and do what you love is some slogan on one of my t-shirt and when I got it, I realized that this is it and I have to go for it as time is cruel mistress and destiny bad company to threesome, however saucy it might sound, it is not the same with young ladies. When the moment of realization or insight finally come, I realized that I could live a bit more and care a bit less. Blessed by all the people around and all the people I have met I could say I could not wish for better. Funny like late night and early morning are evoking the thoughts and thinking of such matters, may the God and Angels be with you all in the morning , day or night whenever you are reading this. What a fecking bliss to type all raw here, post it to the cloud instead of burning the pages as we used to, not mentioning the smore detectors in case you are inside where there are some 😊 Suppose to be called Blog but sometimes it is emotional dump but hey it feels good yeah Feeeeeeeeling goooooood.