I saw her first time in Petra at Rafiki hostel when she entered late at night and asked for room what she booked, while I was sitting at chair behind her and I felt like something is in the air as well I thought what a perfect ass…. 😊 Reception guy told her that the hot water is soon off so she run upstairs to take shower. Next morning at breakfast I sat a opposite table to see her better and her beautiful smile and laugh as her energy was like magnet even if she asked for more bread and some food since we came late for breakfast. So positive and energetic person. We parted and each of us went to Petra as I was here there but just look at her and her fabulous smile and ass, since we all did our own exploration of Petra. That night I was doing my blog and photo on the grey lazy recliner couch at hostel when she came and parked her fantastic bottom beside me and the voice in my head said “ask her how was your day” so I took off the headphones and asked her that, she replied that fantastic and also tiresome as she walked all day but that she is going back to night show in candle light, which got me interested as this was on my plan but apparently this show is only on MON,WE,FRI and today is Thursday but she said that guide told her that they rescheduled this because of security reasons, so I asked if I could tag along and she said yes but be quick as the car is leaving soon as everyone in hostel was now aware of this thank to her and the reception organzzed two cars to bring us down. I’ve did record time up and down the three floor levels and she was surprised how fast I was, well when you have great opportunity you need to grab it. So we went to this night show in candle light at Petra which itself was beautiful and start talking on the way what is her plan and what is my plan etc… when I said that I’m going to Wadi Rum for New Year as Simon “ bloke from Dalkey, would you believe it” organizoed for himself and I tag along with him. She said that she is not sure as she has only three days and wish to stay in Petra but she will think about it…

During the way to Treasury we talked a bit but then she disappeared in front and me and Simon had to chase the whole group. When we caught up with them she said that we need to speed up as the show starting soon… so I put a gear up and went…. Lost them somewhere so all the candle show I was watching on my own and after wards I found her in the front with the rest of the gang, took some photos and then walked back to hostel. We talked a bit more and she said that she is considering coming with us to Wadi Rum if there is space which i said it must be and that she will send email to the camp upon arrival to hostel. We shared taxi to hostel as we were all knackered and then at the reception she asked if they can call the camp and confirm the place, what they did and she said that she is coming with us and I was pleased and happy that she is coming. Since it was late in night we say good bye as we need to wake up early morning 5am to get bus.

The journey to Wadi Rum was boring as I was alone in the car with driver and rest of them in the bus behind us. Upon arriving to Wadi Rum we got some food and then we got to our jeep what she did not like it as we were sitting at the back like cattle what she said she does not want to do. Anyway we all did sat there as this is the way the tour is done and upon the first stop we jump off the jeep and run up the hill to the Lawrence of Arabia spring which is nearly on top of the steep hill through big rocks and she said that I’m too fast on the mountain so I said I’m like mountain goat 😊 Felt good to be in her presence and the energy between us crackled as if the static electricity was discharging.

We took the photos of the spring and then some fun photos of us laying on the branch of white fig tree, few more artistic photos too and then walked down the hill when she said that she is afraid of falling and I said that I will go upfront in case she fall she fall on cushion made from me 😊 took her down the hill the hard way and she was happy to be down and I felt like this is the most natural for both of us. We rode the jeep but me being me I was not happy to sit inside without view so I climbed out from the side of the jeep so I could see over the roof all the beauty and she was afraid that I will fall out and that I should be inside as we do not have first aid. I replied that I will not fall and if there are lot of rocks she could finish me. Later during the visiting of the various places we were all around ourselves and had I did enjoyed her presence by my side. More and more I felt attracted to her but did not want to push anything and let things take the course, which did upon arriving to the camp as we run up the hill to watch sunset with Simon, Kurumi and two of us on the top of the hill. She was again scared to climb up as she said that it is dangerous and I said that I will make  sure she will get back o.k so not to worry and came to pull her up over one difficult overhang, with lovely feeling as our fingers closed in the grip . We sat there and admiring the sunset but she was talking a lot so I told her to shut up and watch the sunset what is nicer in silence, on which she laughed the most sweetest laugh but eventually went silent and I was beside her watching her beautiful face and took the photo while she was not looking at me. Then as the sun went behind horizon we went down and I promised and helped her down the overhang by holding her and felt that this is again really nice. We made it to the camp for tea and later dinner. I sat down with Simon at table close to food “obviously” and waited where she will sit. Behold she sat beside me and I knew right there and then that we are not separate and that the new year night will be special.

After the food we talked with Simon and the lady who organzed the camp for  us, mentioning that we should go for a walk after such meal and watch the stars when she slid close to me and casually mentioned that we could go for walk what I said yes we will and so she went out and I said I will be back just get another layer of clothes as I knew that the night in dessert will be long and cold. We went walking under the stairs around 20:00 and as we approached the rock where we were earlier watching sunset in search for good spot out of the wind and took her lovely hand in mine and guided her to the spot in shelter where we talked and talked, than changed the spot again and more  time we spent talking the closer our bodies get, eventually holding her on my lap as the rock was too cold for her and gently caressing her as well as trying to keep her warm in my arms, since the rock under my ass slowly lost warmth accumulated during the day. Last spot was the best when we sat down out of the wind she sat down on me sideways and looking into each other eyes we kissed… and the new year under the stars become the best one 😊 we watched stars, fireworks, people driving by in jeeps with loud music closer to midnight as we kissed and hugged each other tightly and hands were sneaking around the bodies. …….. we said each other happy new year at midnight and by 2am we decided that we are becoming cold and it is time to hit the tent since dessert is fecking cold in the wee hours of the morning. So we woke up my tent mate the poor fella but not for long as the sunrise was coming soon. Sunrise at the dessert in silence two of us standing at small sand dune ,embracing each other we looked at raising sun.

Breakfast together and then hit the road to airport as I changed my plans to go to Petra and instead I went to Airport drop her on her flight as I was not really happy to let her go but… She went home to Italy and I went to Amman to get one night sleep before leaving for Mauritius but we were in touch every day thanks to what’s up even when I nearly could not board flight to Mauritius as I had not have return ticket so I had to bought a onward ticket right then and there at check in desk.

When landed in Mauritius that ticket I bought at Amman was voided and money were returned to my account from Emirates airline without explanation. She was asking how was my flight and if I had any immigration issues at Mauritius, which thankfully I had not and no one even bother to look at my ticket “cancelled” and since then we were calling each other rather than just texting every night and talked for hours until my eye lids shut down and we wished each other good night. The funny thing as I looked at it now was the ticket situation…. Since I had no onward ticket and I need one, I start looking at them and try purchase one which proved very difficult, even using my both bank cards to get ticket to Bangkok and this was declined for various reasons few times including freeze the laptop itself in the middle of the booking process,  then I tried to purchase flight to Kuala Lumpur and this was declined twice as I have two bank cards, then I used Rajiv card and his account at Emirates to get either to Bangkok or Kuala Lumpur and this was unsuccessful too as he never received confirmation text from his bank to process with payment…. Somewhere after third attempt of purchasing ticket and talking to her she laughed that this is sign… I was momentarily frozen in spot and thought came to me to fly to Italy instead…. But me being me I had not followed through with this intuition and kept trying to get ticket to Asia, which was frustrating at the time since both cards were refused, laptop froze in the middle of this process every time. When Rajiv card and account was declined I said to myself go for it and the flight to Italy was booked in 2 minutes with my previously refused bank cards without any problem including the accommodation in Munich for one night since I need to book two separate flights. First Mauritius to Munich and then Munich to Milan next day… when done so I felt light and happier and suddenly the Mauritius looked even nicer, brighter and I was feeling completely at peace as if I was where I suppose to be… not like when I tried to book flight to Asia what made me miserable and not happy at all. Difference in the feeling and sensation is so big that I believe that God and Angels were looking over me and helped me cancel all the flights, froze my laptop in process of booking, cancel Rajiv payment as I was not following my true hearth desire and destiny. Thank God that I eventually got the message and bought the ticket to Italy as I feel that this is where I need to be right now… even if it is cold there and I need to organize shipping of my winter clothing to Munich from Ireland, which hopefully will happen, otherwise I would need to buy new winter jacket 😊

Intuition is great source of direction and I will follow it through next time no matter what the head is saying… it is so nice to talk to her every night and I did not even realized how much I missed such talk…. It is more than just sex “however great it will be” it is something much more …. Future will tell what exactly it is….